Afraid of love

[ I never thought i'll get to this point...in which to say that i'm afraid of love...]

I.

I’ve dreamed too much some time ago

I’ve always let it flow, i’ve always known

That, one day i’m gonna fall, fall fall

And in the end i falled for you; Shall

I began to write down our story for the hundreth time?

Neah, it is not worth; For you it only was a part-time

Job to be with me, so now i move on, and i want

You to see this. But here’s my problem, cause i can’t

Ya, seems that i can’t love again, can’t show to this

New guy what i began to feel for him, can’t tell what is

Going on with me right now, cause i feel strange

And has nothing to do with his fuckin age

Has nothing to do with nothing,

The thing is that i like him,

He seems to like me too, but i’m afraid

It seems i really need his aid…

II.

Unfortunately i can’t go farther than the game

This just because i don’t want to make the same

Mistakes, i don’t want to feel that pain again

I don’t want  to give once more my love in vain

Cause hurted so much back then, and now

It would hurt me even more…you know….

I’ve never thought i’d be afraid of loving someone

Moreover now, when you seem to be the one

That i need, that could love me the right way

Nevertheless, i am afraid that one day u’ll just go away

You seem so mr. perfect, so mr. right

You seem so cool, your mind’s so bright

You know how talk to me when i am mad

You calm me down, and set me to the bed

You make me feel so good, u make me smile

No matter what is wrong, u fix it everytime

III.

And feels so good when in your arms

Feels like, can’t touch me any harms;

Whenever we’re together i feel like in heaven

But when we are apart it’s like i’m taken

To another world were all my fears come to the surface,

A world where older hurts, pain and memories take the place

Of your sweet smile and warm embrace

Those moments, i miss your hand touching my face

Those moments, i want you to be around and save me

From all these thoughts, i want you to set me free

And cure all the scars that love has left in my heart,

I wish we wouldn’t be apart…

But still i’m scared cause i remember what i’ve been through

Yet i know you’re different, i know what you say it’s true

Still..i’m afraid of love, afraid of letting it flow,

So i’ll be just waiting for more now…

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